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In Loving Memory Of Baby Grist 03/20/02

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Christmas Letter To My Angel

My Dearest Little Princess In Heaven:
For once I am at such a loss as to how I will put into words what I want to say to you. I am so glad you are with our Heavenly Father...He knows my heart, He knows what I can not express into words and I know He can tell you those things for me. It's so hard not having you here some days. I am doing good though and God has been with me through every step of this. But still, some days things just feel so wrong. Things are not supposed to work like this. I am not supposed to lose a baby in pregnancy and then get pregnant again when I should still have you growing with in me. But as I have said and felt through this whole thing....you are just so special my sweet angel, I can not be selfish and wish you back here. Where you are at is far better than anything I could give you here. What a very special, special little one you must be for God to have called you home so soon! What an honor really. I am proud to be the mother of such a special angel. I love you and miss you more than you may ever know. I have tried to use the strength and understanding God has given me through this time to help others who are suffering through the same thing. I know you are well and more happy than I can imagine so I am humbled God would try to use me to help others.
I see little first Christmas outfits when I am out shopping and I always feel a little tug at my heart. I still haven't found the right Christmas ornament for you but you will be getting a special ornament my little one and it will be placed up high in a special spot on our tree. I am so excited for you and your first Christmas up in Heaven with our Christ and Savior Himself. I would love to see what you are seeing, what is happening up there right now. Merry Christmas my little baby...Mommy loves you so very much! All my love always and forever.
xxxooo
(the sun just burst through the clouds for the first time in days!!!! Tell God Thank you for me my little angel..I know that is Him letting me know everything is alright)

Lyrics to midi playing..Away In A Manger
 
Away in a manger, no crib for a bed, The little Lord Jesus laid down His sweet head, The stars in the sky looked down where He lay; The little Lord Jesus, asleep on the hay. The cattle are lowing, the Baby awakes, But little Lord Jesus, no crying he makes; I love Thee, Lord Jesus, look down from the sky, and stay by my cradle till morning is nigh.  Be near me, Lord Jesus, I ask Thee to stay, Close by me forever, and love me I pray; Bless all the dear children in Thy tender care, And fit us for heaven to live with Thee there.

Baby Grist's 1st Christmas In Heaven....Merry Christmas My Angel!