Any day now I should be having you
Any day you should be here
Happy smiles replaced by tears
For here you will never be.
Final preparations should be made for your arrival
Instead a poem is being written
Empty arms types these words
The rocker you and I will never be seen sitting in
Stands still in the corner.
Some times I think I can not bear it
Some days are just so hard
I try to smile, to be strong and brave
To put on a happy face.
But nothing can replace this emptiness in my heart
Why from this world did you ever have to part?
But then I feel so selfish, so cruel and so unkind
For where you at is so much better than this life you left behind.
I drop to my knees as the tears stream down my face
No baby to hold in my arms, just empty space
So I wrap them tightly around me
And begin to see things clearly.
God is with me always and He loves us both so much
For you and me He gave his son and I feel His loving touch
He fills my soul, He fills my heart, He lets me know
You and I never did part.
I lift my face up to the sky
And see your reflection flying by
In the arms of angels soaring oh so high
My baby, my child, my precious little one.
Look down on me often and ease my aching heart
Help me to remember we never did really part
And while the 24th of October will never a happy day be
It does not have to be full of sadness and pain as you will be here with me.